I was the salsa to your nachos, but she was the cheese, and everyone prefers cheese to salsa.
I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.
I love you only because it’s you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.
I fully accept that now you are nothing more to me than a first love & a handful of memories.
I want you to text me just so that I can get the pleasure of ignoring you for a change. But you won’t even give me that.
I still think of you sometimes, and you occasionally star in my dreams. But even in my dreams, I never choose you.